In
her deep anguish Hannah prayed to the Lord, weeping bitterly. And she made a
vow, saying, “Lord Almighty, if you will only look on your servant’s misery and
remember me, and not forget your servant but give her a son, then I will give
him to the Lord for all the days of his life...So in the course of time Hannah
became pregnant and gave birth to a son. She named him Samuel, saying, “Because
I asked the Lord for him.” 1 Samuel
1:10-11, 20
Do you have days like Hannah? Where
you pray for God to look on your misery and remember you?
I wouldn’t describe today like
that, but it was the first day of college for my youngest, Josh. Many words
come to mind to describe how I felt as I watched him drive down the road toward his
newest endeavor. Bittersweet. Proud. Sad. Happy. So many mixed emotions. When
I logged onto Facebook, this picture was one of the first I saw.
Kind of describes how I felt. I know
many other mothers are going through this right now, also. I’m fortunate Josh
will live at home while attending college, at least this semester. I remember
a mother sharing with me once that she cried harder when her baby went off to
college than when her older son joined the military. There’s something about
an empty nest that shows the hands of time and pushes you into the next stage
of parenthood whether you’re ready or not.
As I drove by TL Hanna High
School this morning on the way to the gym, I didn’t see Josh’s truck in the
parking lot as in years past and know he was inside the school. Instead, he was thirty
miles away at Greenville Tech. I’m thrilled he’s on his way to becoming a
full-time paid firefighter after three years of volunteering. Yet, the
bittersweet feelings crept in as I realized for the first time in twenty-five
years I don’t have a child in elementary, middle, or high school. Twenty-five
years gone in the snap of a finger. Or so it felt.
After he was weaned, she [Hannah] took the boy with
her, young as he was, along with a three-year-old bull, an ephah of flour and a
skin of wine, and brought him to the house of the Lord at Shiloh. When the bull
had been sacrificed, they brought the boy to Eli [the priest], and she said to
him, “Pardon me, my lord. As surely as you live, I am the woman who stood here
beside you praying to the Lord. I prayed for this child, and the Lord has
granted me what I asked of him. So now I give him to the Lord. For his whole
life he will be given over to the Lord.” And he worshiped the Lord there. 1 Samuel 1:24-28
If you’re a mother (or father)
who’s had a difficult week moving your child into a college dorm or just
waving good-bye from the driveway as they leave for that first day of class,
you’re in my prayers. I know what a comfort God’s peace can be during this
transition.
Whether you’re going through a
major transition, experiencing deep anguish as Hannah did, or just need to feel
God’s grace in your life, maybe you’ll find comfort in worshipping with our heavenly
Father through this song, “Busted Heart (Hold Onto Me)” by For King and
Country.
Praise
Report:
Emily had good results
from her blood work and scans last week. Her family thanks everyone for their
faithful and continued prayers as she battles Osteosarcoma.
Prayer
Requests:
From Janey: Please pray for my husband [Darren] and the Northside
Baptist team in Greece. This email greeted me when I awoke: Just in case my connection fails later I love
you. We have a group of Russian Muslims (300 or so) that have figured out what
is going on. Making things interesting. Not really sure how to expand on that
just that we are moving some things around to try and stay out of their way as
much as we can.
If you have a prayer need, please
share it in the comments or e-mail me confidential requests. Our prayer list is
located at the top of the blog along with info on Sgt. Jesse McCart, an
American soldier injured by an IED in Afghanistan. Would you take a few moments
to pray for these folks, as well as those who leave comments today? Thanks!
Shalom,
Laura
✞
©Laura Hodges Poole
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My sons starts a Mother's Day Out program and I am getting teary. So proud of him and happy at this new stage of development but it's all happening so fast!
ReplyDeleteHannah amazes me. Not sure I could have kept up my end of the deal.
I can remember when Josh went to Mom's Day Out, and that was an emotional transition, as well. Cherish each moment, even the tough ones, because the years go fast!
DeleteHi Laura! My children are grown and out of the house now, but I remember shedding a tear when I drove away after dropping them off at their respective colleges. Of course we raise them for this moment, but it does still sting a bit!
ReplyDeleteSo wonderful that you pray for those who need your faith in action. Very inspiring!
I have the book 'Lessons from Mayberry', I see that on the sidebar here. Good book :)
So nice to meet you! from TGIF,
Ceil
Thanks, Ceil. I'm glad you stopped by and enjoyed the post. God bless.
DeleteYes, Laura, I remember this bittersweet feeling with my children too. And you are so right that Hannah made a great sacrifice when she requested a son. Thanks for linking up to TGIF.
ReplyDeleteYou're welcome. Thanks for hosting TGIF. I've read some great posts through the linkup. I'm glad you stopped by.
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