“Take
delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.” Psalm 37:4
My love of literature is part of my
earliest memories. As a toddler, I loved to be read to. Before I started kindergarten,
I insisted I already knew how to read, when in fact, I had memorized stories
read to me.
Once I learned how to write, the
urge to create stories soon followed. I made little books of cut up paper with
cardboard covers filled with crayoned illustrations and penciled words. I still
have one of these books, and it looks as funny as it sounds. J
My mom gave me some old school
items a few years back, and among these was a scrapbook from fifth grade that
contained a quiz. You know the kind—the teacher says a word and you respond
with the first word that pops into your mind. Not surprisingly, many of my
responses were about books or writing.
By the time I was a young adult,
my desire grew to include becoming a published author, but back in the day with
no internet, the publishing world was a mystery. In order to get any
information, you went to the library and searched out publishers and addresses
and then had to figure out how to query or write manuscripts. It was a long, tedious
process! I tucked away my dream while I spent the next twenty years raising
kids. Occasionally, I’d write an article and submit it somewhere, only to
receive a rejection letter.
Almost ten years ago, after my
sister’s death, I couldn’t write. I couldn’t form a sentence. Nothing inspired
me. So I turned to another passion—wannabe artist. I bought art books and
sketched. It was a cathartic outlet for my creativity, and though it didn’t
require any real thinking, my frustration level peaked often.
Then in the summer of 2006, I saw
a contest in the local newspaper for a murder mystery serial. Six installments
had already been written, and each month, writers could submit the next
chapter. I hadn’t read any of the other installments, but I wrote a chapter and
submitted it. In a few weeks, I received a call that I had won for that month.
I ended up winning the next five months and completed the serial. Next I wrote
an op-ed piece on poorly planned urban development that elicited much debate
within our community. Many nasty and praiseworthy comments were made about me
in the public forum, which gave me a little taste of the thick skin needed to
be a writer. Later, I met the newspaper’s publisher at a charity function, and
he extended an invitation for me to freelance.
But my real passion has always
been fiction. I studied the craft, honed my skills, attended writers’
conferences, joined critique groups, and learned to network. I started getting
requests for full manuscripts from proposals I’d sent to publishers, and then
in 2011, I signed with an agent, though we’ve recently split.
Although I’ve written three
full-length manuscripts, two of which are under review at traditional
publishers, I decided to self-publish a smaller Christmas manuscript I wrote in
the spring.
“A Christmas Chance” is layered with different
themes, the main one the emptiness a woman feels while struggling with
infertility. The desire to have children is instilled in women by God, and like
Hannah (Samuel's mom) in the Bible, many women would do just about anything to
become a mother. Their empty hearts become even bigger during Christmas when
other families have children to celebrate with. The main character, Maddie
Oliver, is no exception. On the other side are the children who lose parents or
are in the foster care or adoption system, and often they don’t get a fair
shake from the beginning of life. Maddie and Chance’s story is heartwarming and
fictitious, yet the message of God’s hope is very real. He is able to do more
than we can imagine (Ephesians 3:20).
So, here I sit, almost five decades
since I first fell in love with books. My life took a different path than what
I imagined as a youngster. Yet God has been so good to me, strengthening me throughout
the process and guiding me to the right time and place to have my first book
published (Psalm 136). His timing is always perfect.
The world tends to judge writers
by its definition of success. I’m not up there with Stephen King or J.K. Rowling,
and my books don’t sit alongside Jan Karon’s or Karen Kingsbury's in the
Christian bookstore.
Still, I’m a writer.
Am I a success? Well, I guess
that depends on what measurement you’re using. I do know this—my dream has come
true.
Thank you for being a part of my
journey and my launch of “A Christmas Chance” today. It’s now available on
Amazon. Click here to purchase or learn more.
Meanwhile, if you have a prayer
request, please leave a comment or email me confidential requests. I’d love to
join you in prayer. J
God bless,
Laura
© Laura Hodges Poole
“Woman Face” photo courtesy of
graur codrin/FreeDigitalPhotos.net.
This is awesome Laura. Woo-hoo :D
ReplyDeleteThanks, Nan! God bless you.
DeleteSo happy for you!
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